Year End......New Start

2009 Year of many happenings
Year of new beginnings
Had some loses and some winnings
filled with happiness and some sad things

2009 Year of starting school
swimming of opportunities in a pool
hanging with friends that are so cool
using the internet as a tool

2009 Year of getting new taste
year of not leaving anything to waste
learning to drive without haste
having to type and not copy paste

2009 Year of love and heartbreak
differentiating between true and fake
had a great birthday with cake
wanted to visit the great lake

2010 year of new possibility
year to explore my ability
year to achieve device durability
year to enhance portability

MAY YOU ALL HAVE A FRUITFUL BLESSED 2010!

knight in shining armor.......

My Knight in shining armor
tall he stands sword in hand
ready to defend in face of drama
ready to protect the land

No one like my knight
When I cry, he dries my tears
He rescues me from any plight
And tells me to overcome my fears

He never leaves in times of trouble
Stands by me no matter what
Defends me on the double
Cherishes me with all his heart

My Knight in him I can depend
his word is all I need
To be with me to the very end
To be my help and friend indeed

Every chance he does take
to tell me that he loves me
every moment and passing wake
he works hard for his family

Mr. Knight is my hero so
Another love like his I cannot find
another like him I don't know
he is sweet, compassionate and kind

I believe.....do you?

I believe in miracles
I believe in you and me
I believe that if I had the chance
I believe I would make the mark

I believe in green leaves
I believe in red roses
I believe in blue skies
I believe in white clouds

I believe that life is short
I believe that time is limited
I believe there's a reason
I believe there's a purpose

I believe in God
I believe in His Son
I believe in heaven
I believe in His plan

The man I love.....

The man I love loved me first,
loved me as I was
He looked into my eyes
Told me I was beautiful
He held my face in his hands
I faced down blushing
he brushed my hair off my face
made me look into his eyes
made me see that he meant every word
He told me that he will never leave me
He promised to always be there for me
my eyes questioned this
I wondered whether he was for real
I told him I had been hurt in the past
that I had been betrayed
He told me his love was deep
that he loved how i sang
he loved how i would talk to him about anything
He loved that i was open with him
he loved that i loved him
and that he wanted us to be together forever
i loved the prospect of being with him forever
so i thought about it a while
i loved how kind he was
how considerate
how loving and caring
how he would listen to me
hear my pain
wipe my tears
and teach me how to love
how could i say know to this man
i loved him so
so i said yes
and i have never looked back since
The man I love died for me
i couldn't say no.

John 15:13"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."

...For the Love of you.....

If I loved you
I'd want to let the whole world know...
The feeling would not be containable
I'd want to let it out

I'd text you "I love you"
I'd even post it on Facebook
I wouldn't think its scandalous
It would just be the way i feel about you

I'd grab at the chance to hug you
to hold your hand when we are out
to look deep in your eyes and smile
to know the feeling is mutual

I'd kiss you goodmorning every day
good bye too
coz the soft touch of your lips left lingering
is a memory I'd want to hold

I'd hang out with you all the time
even when am with my friends
cozI'd want them to know you
to know why am crazy bout you

i'd write you cute poems like this one
to tell you how i feel about you
not to make you run
but let you know am in love with you......

...the rain

the rain to wash away the pain....
to wash the dust and make it gleam again...
to bloom the flowers and please the growers...
to refresh the ground and quench the thirst
to wet the ground the lovely sound

the rain the smell it is so sweet
the water drops fall to my feet
the shower, those of blessings
the air new scent, absorb the settings

let the rain pour let it fall
let it wash the earth all in all
let it cause the plants to grow tall
let it keep the sun off the wall

LOVE.......

Love isn’t always courteous. Don’t expect it to knock on your door. If it barges in welcome it all the same;

Love may not always gently sweep you off your feet. It may roughly pull the rug from under your feet - don’t be mad, let it sooth your sore behind;

Love may not always ask for your permission, it may cunningly and stealthily warm its way in to your heart. When it does don’t b surprised, pretend you were expecting it and make some room;

Love will not always beg you to take it in, it’s up to u to take chance, take your time but remember someone else may take the claim;

Love will not always be a smooth road, but remember there's two of you to bear the course;

Love may not fulfill your expectations. It is for u to tell the difference between fantasy and reality;

And as someone once told me - just because someone doesn’t love you in the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they’ve got;

Love is love and when we look beyond the uncertainty, it’s a beautiful thing.

~Unknown.....

....and the greatest of these is love.....

1 Corinthians 13

Love

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Love, Faith, Hope.......

We are engrossed in each others eyes.
Cannot see the flaws nor any lies.
Conversations are filled with giggles and laughter.
As it is life cannot be any better.

Happy second month anniversary.
Aawwww You dint have to baby.
Yes I did because your my lady.
Life is sweet and dandy.

few months down the line we realize we are different.
What you like and what I want are different.
We start arguing because our opinions are different.
Our ideals, our lifestyle, our virtues all different.

Things are not as they were.
We were friends, we were at par.
Now the fights are a common occurrence.
Arguments our usual indulgence.

a new lease of life can be lived
the difference, likes and dislikes inter weaved
When you think you know someone and a different side is shown
just means there's more to learn and add to what's known

we don't have to find middle ground in everything
we are not raw material waiting for processing
we are whole individuals with different personalities
with you I know there are harmonious possibilities

When living as out natural selves
we express love's boundless and harmonious qualities
When we pick demands from the shelf
we risk corrupting our mentalities

Our possibilities are endless if we live from our true nature
not about getting our own way but of understanding with compassion
Timeless love is endless, creative and prolific - beautiful picture
Deep love is more than just romance or passion.

No one is perfect and we reap what we sow
We receive what we are willing to give
When conflict knocks may the love remain
When all is lost may love hold us together.......

...Its these things....

sometimes I sorry at the wrong time
then instead of saying thank you I whine,
am really sorry that's for sure
for not appreciating the time you took,
am grateful for all you've done
and its not just the food
its the rides to and fro
its the soft kisses in the morning
its the hugs in the evening
its the waiting for me to go up the stairs
then wave bye two more times
its the saying "boo" when i get home
its the heart melting smile
its the twinkle in your eye
its in the warmth of your arms
that I cant get enough of
I know am in love...
and its you am in love with
I don't want another day to go by
without you by my side....

My rainbow....

Beginning with red your passion
then orange your assertion
and yellow your compassion
color green your ambition
the blue streak your inclination
indigo our combination
finally violet my option

All the colors of the rainbow
combine to make one magical row
Beautiful you are one end to the other
Amaze me you do each day to the next

Simple things.....

its the simple things life
that make it more than money can pay for
the simple good morning
the simple smile
the locking of eyes
and knowing its love you see inside each other
its the simple taking in the essence of you
taking in your beauty
its the simple listening to you
the simple things that are priceless
the simple day dreaming of you
Simply thinking about you and smiling
the simple ache when I miss you
simply loving you despite and in spite of

The dynamite feeling...

The feeling that makes me soar to new height
The feeling that makes me know everything is alright
The feeling that makes me sleep smiling all night
The feeling that makes me know you are my knight
The feeling that makes me know not a fright
The feeling that makes me light up bright
The feeling that can't be described in black or white
The feeling that i will have all my life
The feeling that is love, the feeling that is dynamite

Perfect Clay Pot

Broken pieces, pot clay
taken damped and kneeded day by day
molded, sculptured into beautiful art
crafted, designed into detailed part

Broken pieces, seen no more
miry clay shaped from the core
Casted and styled for all to see
knived and formed as authentic as can be

different image out at last
from the fire, onto the cast
new shape and form it takes
careful not to make any breaks

shine and gleam is worn
a new antique therein born
'lo and behold', the admirers go
the beauty amazes them so

a little glint and glimmer light
a little twinkle and sparkle bright
all else in the room now invisible
for the one to be distinguishable

perfection defined.
perfection displayed
perfection observed
perfection beheld.

1 Corinthians 13:10 "but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears"

Keep remembering

When the rains wipe the smile off my face
Yours puts mine right back on
When the clouds are dark on wet days
You brighten mine like the sun
When the day seems long and dreary
Day dreaming of you makes it worthwhile
When am all tired and weary
Knowing that you are there I can walk an extra mile
When the days seem long and never ending
Or the work load keeps pending
and the machines quit the mending
with all the emails am sending
and no time is bending
your love I will keep remembering.....

My Love Song

Look at the ocean dance to the rhythm
The beat of my heart
The tide back and forth, the ripples side to side
To you my love song

See the trees sway to the harmony
The thump of my drums
the leaves quiver, the branches tweak
To you my love song

Listen the wind movements adding to the melody
The tune of mi amore
The whistling and reverberation, the hum and vibration
To you my love song

¿qué es el amor

its the feeling that causes me to touch the clouds
reach high in the sky feel the cotton mounds
spread my arms like wings and fly
tilt my head, close my eyes and soar up high

its the feeling that makes me dive deep
twirl and flip in the oceans I let it rip
Stretch my arms like fins and swim
tilt my head, close my eyes and dream


~~~estoy enamorado de ti~~~

There's a fire.....Part 2...

There's a fire, a fire that burns long
a fire ready to burst into a flaming song
ignites the passion deep in the heart
rekindles the flame that once sat
Waves wildly as if in dance
so unbecoming it puts me in a trance

There's a fire, a fire that burns so red
a fire that sends electric vybes from the toe to the head
Sparks up inspiration and motivation
Lights up a world of new sensation
Too brilliant for the eyes to behold
Too hot for weather when its cold.

Beautiful sound

Close your eyes
Make everything in the world dark
Listen to the chirping of the birds
Hum their tune
listen to the harp being played skillfully
Keep your eyes closed and concentrate
You will hear it
Just listen.

Sway real slowly to the left and the right
listen to the wind howl
Let the sweet sound make you rock
listen to the flute blow a tune
Its making your heart beat
Listen to the saxaphone
Don't open your eyes yet
Just listen.

Take in the woodpecker pecking
let the beat flow to your feet
Stamp softly to the rhythm
Listen to the drums roll
the heart rate is faster now.
Let the smile on your face form
your fingers itch to tap, let them
Almost there
Just listen

a song begins to form
the song of your heart
the song that makes the world a better place
like a million rain drops falling from a blue sky
like the best kept secret in this generation
A beautiful song
A beautiful sound.
Open your eyes
And listen.

There's a fire

There's a fire, a fire that burns so bright
a fire that competes with the light
Its eyes red and flaming
it burns and churns while gazing
the heart palpitates to its beat
no need to resuscitate the fire, its on its feet

There's a fire, a fire that burns so loud
a fire that causes the beat of the heart to pound
From afar it can be spotted ablaze
the heat emission an alternative to glaze
the glare as you stare so enchanting
its alive, its bare so enticing

There's a fire, a fire that burns so hot
a fire that deciphers what is and what is not
chars within feet of its touch
too searing for one to catch
scorching wildly its very essence uncontrollable
blazing, it daring to be unquenchable

Knight in shining armor.......

In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.

In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.

A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Even though everything has gone wrong.

I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.
And treat me like a princess

She waits...

Maybe it was meant to be
The love they had no one did see
Before the kings and queens she bowed
True words from her mouth she vowed

All the while she knew one day
Her prince would make a way
That they would be together
Her in his arms to lay forever

Indeed that day would draw near
Everyday a stepping stone to bear
As she waits she prays
Each step is not weeks but days.

The Her of my dreams.....

Few days had I known her
and in those I had found my love
Breathtaking she was and as jovial as could be
I was taken as soon as our eyes locked
How had I been so fortunate
the one I looked for i found
She did not know it but Iloved her
I did not tell her,
I hoped she could see it
The attraction that drew me to her
Her conversation drawing me nearer
That was just day four

I would be leaving soon
I didn't want to go
Her eyes told me to stay
but if it was love I wanted to know
She confided in me
she trusted me
but it wasn't me she loved
there was another

my heart was dismayed
but hope lingered on
the other one treated her bad
I wanted to fix it
I told her it would be ok
it was going to be fine
She confided in me
She trusted me
but it wasn't me she loved.

I wanted to tell her I loved her
but left before I could
I hope she knows
I hope she dreams
I hope she'll love...........

Be....Live....

She wants to strive and thrive
Live like she has never lived
Believe like she has never believed
Looking up and moving forward
Dance in the rain even if its awkward

Sing like the birds, sit with the nerds
Skip in the streets, move to the beats
Fly in the air, walk with flair
Run with glee though its silly

She longs to sleep in the day, and lay awake at night
Stare at the stars at bay, live free of plight
Talk on the phone, sing till the voice is gone
Laugh till she cries, dance till time flies

Bygones .....

He wanted it all to be undone
He wanted it all to be a nightmare
to make up and know that everything's alright
It was just a bad mistake
regret fills his heart
it's not the same.
It will never be

How fast things can change
a trial at a second chance seemed possible
but bridges were burned
kindness was unlearned
They were really good friends
then one day, one event
changed everything

She wanted it to work and so did he
But the past kept creeping up on them
The trust dissolved in a miasma of betrayal
Though the hurt was not intended
The aftermath, the pain was inflicted
The sorrys were not enough
hopes shattered

Forgiveness if not from the heart is futile
Nobody said it is easy
but if its for the love then let it be
let the love grow beyond the thorns
Like the rose look beautiful
feel soft and natural
let bygones be

The Desert of life....

Walking along trudging on this dusty road,
My feet they feel so tired is there a bus i could board.
I'm really thirsty too i need something to drink
The sun's so hot i can't even think.

I know in this I'm not alone,
Cause I'm my fathers own.
Yes indeed He gave His son,
So that He and I may be one.

In this long and dreary way
I can't keep my goals at bay.
I need to look forward
Strive and walk onward.

The sweat is trickling down my cheek
The rest in all this is what i seek
Sometimes i don't want to walk this no more
Other times i wish i had wings so i can soar

I'm down on one knee i really can't move
What am I doing, what am I trying to prove.
Hear my cry Lord I pray
In this long and weary journey let me stay

Why I Love thee......

You ask me why I love thee
its not because you are intelligent or dandy
Why do I love you?
it's not because you are a lawyer and can sue
I love you not because of your ambition
or even because of your attraction
Neither because of your beautiful eyes
Nor because of your attractive size
Not because you have a job and earn
Not because of the ease in which you learn
I love you not because you have a car
Or even because you have the cheddar
I love you with no conditions, judgments or criticism
I love you with no inhibitions and lots of optimism
So you ask why I love thee?
I say because I love thee.

Love freely......

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free....
Will never fly away.

~Dick Sutphen


Will you love me in December as you do in May,
Will you love me in the good old fashioned way?
When my hair has all turned gray,
Will you kiss me then and say,
That you love me in December as you do in May?

~James J. Walker

Love seeketh not itself to please,
nor for itself hath any care,
but for another gives its ease,
and builds a heaven in hell's despair.

~ William Blake

Crack in the wall...

We all love our walls smooth
in the bathroom, the kitchen and the bedroom to soothe
if you check out your house you'll see my proof
well painted or marbled, even the roof

We all love our walls clean
repainting them every so often
different colors they may be but a white is the ceiling
the loud colors like red and brown we try to soften

Then one day, as if we didn't see it coming
there's a flaw, a crack in our precious wall
as little as it may be, it causes this feeling
a discomfort so great almost to appall

The crack in the wall is referred to in conversation
it is now the center of attention
it becomes the cause of deviation
and eventually hurt and disintegration

The crack in the wall is a flaw in the plan
it needs to be looked at by someone
a constructor, a mason or one from the clan
it doesn't matter provided its done

Hours turn to days and days to weeks
The crack in the wall really needs a fix
it seems to be growing wide and longer
what to do about it we really need to ponder

Then the crack in the wall is finally checked
Luckily the wall wasn't so wrecked
however a large amount of paste is applied
for the crack in the wall to be nullified

Still the wall will not be the same
The sealed crack shows the shame
the damage that was can't be undone
the arguments and fights can't be unwon

The scar will forever be seen
nothing really could be done to redeem
as much as they tried to repaint the wall
the original smoothness is not there at all.

I don't love you

I don't love you
as a matter of fact i don't want to love you
coz see love is the word that has been watered down through time
but this time there's nothing watered down about the way i feel about you
and like so many that have been in love the word love has been used and abused
neglected, taken advantage of, lied to, cheated on and sometimes even forgotten
so i , i don't want to love you
coz it used to be the word love used to pump the brakes on a conversation and leave someone feeling ugly and speechless
Now,its used to fill breaks in a conversation and pump reason back into why you cant leave someone whose making you feel ugly useless
So u c i , i don't to L-O-V-E you
but i do wanna take those letters and put them backwards and use the m to spell the beginning of the word evolve
because i want us to grow into something undescribable by just one word
see i don't want to love you but i do wanna make you like my childhood best friend
so that no matter how many times we hurt each other or beat each other up inside i know we can always make up again
and i wanna show u off to the world permanent connection

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5VVGwmchH8&eurl=http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb&feature=player_embedded

i don't want to love you...
i cant love you
i don't want to love you
i need to................

Courtesy of Da poetry Lounge...

The feeling that stays....

a feeling that stays
you must wil it bid farewell
Hardly trying to look its best
it eats from the inside out

a feeling that stays
it will not go away
it hurts inside
the impact can be felt at once

a feeling that stays
like a wave, a ripple of the ocean
has a domino effect
hard to rid once its there

a feeling that stays
once it starts it doesnt stop
negative chi, unwanted mood
doesnt see the good in things


a feeling that stays
has to leave, want it to leave
will it to go, wish it away
a decision has to be made

a feeling that stays
until action is taken
a move has been made
a decision has been reached

a feeling that stays
alone I cannot rid it
distraction needed to forget it
but who will provide this noise

It comes a time........

it comes a time when what was ceases to be
the dreams die, the we becomes me

Sunflowers in the field are no longer yellow
Moods that were jovial are no longer mellow

The environment once filled with tranquility and peace
A fortress for the weary soul it no longer is

What was a delight to task
Becomes an inconvenience and hard to ask

Humor used to draw a smile
is tucked a way in a safe in a file

but the time when what was doesn't have to cease
appreciation is shown to please

a new lease of life can be lived
the difference, likes and dislikes inter weaved

When you think you know someone and a different side is shown
just means there's more to learn and add to what's known