I don't love you

I don't love you
as a matter of fact i don't want to love you
coz see love is the word that has been watered down through time
but this time there's nothing watered down about the way i feel about you
and like so many that have been in love the word love has been used and abused
neglected, taken advantage of, lied to, cheated on and sometimes even forgotten
so i , i don't want to love you
coz it used to be the word love used to pump the brakes on a conversation and leave someone feeling ugly and speechless
Now,its used to fill breaks in a conversation and pump reason back into why you cant leave someone whose making you feel ugly useless
So u c i , i don't to L-O-V-E you
but i do wanna take those letters and put them backwards and use the m to spell the beginning of the word evolve
because i want us to grow into something undescribable by just one word
see i don't want to love you but i do wanna make you like my childhood best friend
so that no matter how many times we hurt each other or beat each other up inside i know we can always make up again
and i wanna show u off to the world permanent connection

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5VVGwmchH8&eurl=http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb&feature=player_embedded

i don't want to love you...
i cant love you
i don't want to love you
i need to................

Courtesy of Da poetry Lounge...

The feeling that stays....

a feeling that stays
you must wil it bid farewell
Hardly trying to look its best
it eats from the inside out

a feeling that stays
it will not go away
it hurts inside
the impact can be felt at once

a feeling that stays
like a wave, a ripple of the ocean
has a domino effect
hard to rid once its there

a feeling that stays
once it starts it doesnt stop
negative chi, unwanted mood
doesnt see the good in things


a feeling that stays
has to leave, want it to leave
will it to go, wish it away
a decision has to be made

a feeling that stays
until action is taken
a move has been made
a decision has been reached

a feeling that stays
alone I cannot rid it
distraction needed to forget it
but who will provide this noise

It comes a time........

it comes a time when what was ceases to be
the dreams die, the we becomes me

Sunflowers in the field are no longer yellow
Moods that were jovial are no longer mellow

The environment once filled with tranquility and peace
A fortress for the weary soul it no longer is

What was a delight to task
Becomes an inconvenience and hard to ask

Humor used to draw a smile
is tucked a way in a safe in a file

but the time when what was doesn't have to cease
appreciation is shown to please

a new lease of life can be lived
the difference, likes and dislikes inter weaved

When you think you know someone and a different side is shown
just means there's more to learn and add to what's known